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You Called Me Blue
04:47
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This is the weakest I've ever been
My shattered soul; full regression
I stand.
Why carry on then...?
That's when I came back here again
Hoping I could simplify the end
But then,
You took me in.
You don't even know it.
You brain dead, selfless idiot.
I almost could believe in
Something more than what we've been.
But my voice stays silent
I know my life is caving in
It all begs the question:
Who the fuck am I?
You're my lifeline, the last I got to survive!
So I antagonize if it means I'll stay alive.
(What I want? What can I have? What's a life? What power can I have?
Where am I and where can I go? Is it fine if I stay alive?)
Tell me now where do I stand?
An enemy or a friend?
I am...
Not sure I give a damn.
In a way, I strung you along
Focused on pride, was I wrong?
So long...
Soon I'll be gone.
Who the fuck am I?
You're my lifeline, the last I got to survive!
So I antagonize if it means I'll stay alive.
(What I want? What can I have? What's a life? What power can I have?
Where am I and where can I go? Is it fine if I stay alive?)
Ain't a fucking pet, but your world's askew.
Holding me tight; you got something to lose?
Getting so close my ego could bruise.
Holding it in; I'm a monster to you.
Strangled by a lie, you called me blue.
Led me inside; my whole world grew.
If I really tried, could all this be true?!
If I ran what would you do?!
I was powerless I just wanted to die!
Gave you a chance, why wouldn't you oblige?!
Any other reaper would have tanned my hide!
Why does your golden heart have to defy?!
Why make me believe that I could fucking try?!
Don't you know this is all a fucking lie?!
You piss me off so much but I can't deny
I never wanna fucking tell you goodbye!
Who the fuck am I?
You're my lifeline, the last I got to survive!
So I antagonize if it means I'll stay alive.
(What I want? What can I have? What's a life? What power can I have?
Where am I and where can I go? Is it fine if I stay alive?)
I'd be ruined if you found out it's all a lie.
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2. |
Three Weeks
04:05
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Nothing here means a thing; it's not like my feelings get through to you.
There's nothing but what's left unsaid; and all the words that I would never use.
So nothing's here, I'm burning out; I'm hollowed deep within my heart and soul.
There's nowhere else for me to be but rotting here with you just feet from me.
Rain's pouring down and you don't show.
Three weeks went round. It felt so slow.
I know you see me. If you'd listen, you would know...
Got nothing else; there's nowhere to go.
Everything comes back to you; I guess that's something that I always knew.
So every word that you had said? it did nothing but tear my heart in two.
See, Everything I want is here so if I die I'll die while you're in view.
'Cause everywhere that I could be don't mean shit if you aren't here with me.
Rain's really coming down hard;
How have I fallen this far?
I'm freezing down to my bones.
Why did you play a hero?
The slowest way I could die
Fueled by what's left of my pride.
As I accept that I'd die
You pulled me right back inside.
Rain's pouring down and you don't show.
Three weeks went round. It felt so slow.
I know you see me. If you'd listen, you would know...
Got nothing else; there's nowhere to go.
Through silence you look at me
You've never looked so worried.
I thought that I was dreaming...
Living felt so demeaning.
Took me right out of the rain;
Thought you'd hate me all the same.
Hurt seems to lurk in your eyes;
Guess you don't want me to die.
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Prey
03:25
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I'm sure you don't understand the words that I wanna say.
Actions speak louder than words, isn't that okay?
It takes way too long if we do everything your way!
You try to dig through this heartbreak that you've had for months
To discover the source and ignore it till it's gone.
If I'm the problem don't you push it on me!
If I'm the problem, you can blame yourself for everything!
No one questions how you feel.
I'm so damn tired; could we make this real 'cause
I can't wait for-fucking-ever
Just for you to think it over!
I'll say it since you would never:
I want you; I love you!
Would you feel better if we touched just a little bit?
Everyone in this house knows that you're asking for it.
Why are you so afraid of what you want?
Never mind I'll push buttons til you come undone.
This tension runs so thick it's noticed by all your friends.
How hard could it be for you to fucking make amends?
Why do you always overthink this?
Just let your feelings take over and let's get on with it.
No one questions how you feel
I'm so damn tired; could we make this real 'cause
I can't wait for-fucking-ever
Just for you to think it over!
I'll say it since you would never:
I want you; I love you!
This fight could last forever.
Exhausted, waiting for those words...
Just wait until I get my prey.
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Kasey Apollo
Kasey Apollo is a multiinstrumentalist and producer from USA focusing on heavier music.
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