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Kill Me
03:11
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A dried out skull in the desert sun
I'd like to call that place my home
And when you held me, then well
I never felt like I had to run
The weight of my shoulders were held
By you, an Atlas trying to hold my hell
I admit I was afraid to take a step
"Well what if it all fell?"
I see the shadows inside me
Why did you try to light them up?
As if the burning stars above me
Weren't hot enough to burn my heart
"Kill Me!
I don't want to hurt you
Or be the only man who
Ever made you feel like you belong
I can't trust what I am
Please just understand
I want to do whats best for you."
I breathe in -- breathe out.
I breathe in -- breathe out.
Please, don't tell me the truth.
Oh, Please, Shiro, don't tell the truth.
I don't want to hear it
"Keith, please listen--"
I don't need to hear it
"I'm begging you to listen--"
I don't want to know the truth
"I can't be around like this--"
I don't want to be afraid of you!
"I'm asking you please --
Kill Me!
I don't want to hurt you
Or be the only man who
Ever made you feel like you belonged
But I can't trust what I am
Please just understand
I want to do whats best for you."
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2. |
Don't Hesitate
03:07
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Now that I have you and own you, your eyes are my own.
No one will know that the man that they trust is now gone.
I will plan all of my moves
Based around what they plan and
Sabotage any Intentions
I am the virus that settled inside of the nest
They haven't killed me so you will help me do the rest
Destroy them from the inside.
You have no control of
What you are how you act
Don't forget, Kuron, you're mine!
What is going on inside my head?
Who is the person I have become instead?
Treading on red waters, with no cover, as it hovers
Weighting on my shoulders, getting colder as it burns
Trying to keep calm, play along and I won't falter
Everything goes wrong, and then everybody learns --
You won't raise suspicions! You were made to listen!
Please tell me you're noticing --
Fine, say what you want to! There's nothing they can do!
I feel like I'm someone else --
Once they realize it! It's too late to stop it!
Maybe I'm wrong -- it's nothing --
Yes, its nothing after all! Your downfall!
It's weird but i thought I felt
It's like there is someone inside my brain
Always holding the reigns
Oh I feel like nothing's changed
There is something that's estranged.
Lance, I think there's something wrong
If you've felt it please be strong
I need you to watch me close
What comes next I don't know
If you have to, pull the trigger, don't hesitate.
If you have to, pull the trigger, don't hesitate.
If you have to, pull the trigger, don't hesitate.
This might have to be the end for me!
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3. |
Clone Theory
04:53
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Gnaw my tongue out, Kill your soul
With this knife I have up to your throat
Beginning of the end, I don't know who I am
At this time, I think I understand
LET'S GO!
Not a thing has moved
But something stirs inside me
As if my being is new
And a parasite is feeding
Am I lying? Am I fake?
I don't believe but who's to say?
There's a woman in my head
And what she says is terrifying.
"Kill them all; Destroy them all.
Tear their throats out; heed my call
I have your eyes, I have your arms
I'll force the knife that you have drawn.
Make them suffer; Make them weep
The price for defiance is steep
Save my empire; take them out
They're your enemies now."
Gnaw my tongue out, Kill your soul
With this knife I have up to your throat
Beginning of the end, I don't know who I am
At this time, I think I understand.
Kill them all; destroy them all.
Tear their throats out; heed her call
She has my eyes, She has my arms
She'll force the knife that I have drawn.
I don't wanna suffer; I don't want them to die
Why can't I stop the voices inside?
Is the only way out of this to kill?
Is it my own blood I must spill?
Gnaw my tongue out, Kill your soul
With this knife I have up to your throat
Beginning of the end, I don't know who I am
At this time, I think I understand.
My flesh is false. My heart it stalls!
My brains poisoned with homicidal thoughts
The line was drawn and there I crossed
What could be seen makes my skin crawl.
What sort of leader would I be
If I didn't tear this out of me?
Although my life was never fair
There's no future that I can see.
Fear rules every move I make
I'll damage you until you break
And decimate all of you
It's not a risk that you can take.
The night is cursed, my thoughts they stir
All rationale starts to blur
Lance you have to end this blight
I'm a clone, this is what's right.
I'll say bye, forever.
He'll be back -- I'll never.
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4. |
Make Me Gone
03:55
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I think you're mistaken,
Cause this arms a weapon
It could be so easy to --
My eyes aren't mine
But who's behind?
I don't want to guess who --
I'm not who you think
Please, believe me
'Cause I'm telling you --
The Shiro you knew
Is so far from you
I'm not sure what I am
But I know... I...
Sleeper agent or not,
I'm capable of thought.
But I'm terrified for you,
So do what you have to,
Sleeper agent or not
I'm capable of thought
In this battle I must lose
You can kill me if you have to.
If you need to, make me gone.
If you have to, it's not wrong.
If you need to, make me gone.
Let me remind you stay strong.
Living is a dream
I can't believe
I was never meant to last --
Like a fly on the wall
Used to hear it all
If you don't you kill me she will.
I'm crying out
If you hear me shout
Know it's for the best --
If I'm alive,
Then I must die!
The fate of the universe rests...
In the hands of people like you.
Sleeper agent or not,
I'm capable of thought.
But I'm terrified for you,
So do what you have to,
Sleeper agent or not
I'm capable of thought
In this battle I must lose
You can kill me if you have to.
If you need to, make me gone.
If you have to, it's not wrong.
If you need to, make me gone.
Let me remind you stay strong.
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5. |
So Long
04:23
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I wish this was a dream
I don't know what to do, I want to scream
I'll make sure it hurts
When I tear you from the seams
Are you breathing? Will you be okay?
I can't control myself and I can't stay
I know what i am, and it hurts to be spoken
I'm the sleeper agent and I've awoken.
I pull my hand from your neck
I can't stop the woman in my head
I could kill you in your sleep, my friend
It would be better if I was dead
Are you breathing? Will you be okay?
I can't control myself and I can't stay
Tears rain down my face. So what can I say?
I wish there was another way!
One day you'll find the real man who shares the face I do.
Somewhere out there. He's in another land.
I'm crying, I didn't want to die this soon!
You're doing great, Lance
And Keith, I love you too.
You have your family, Pidge.
And I'm so proud of you.
You'll find your way, Hunk
Allura, you're so strong
Coran, you're still the man
I guess this is so long.
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6. |
You Found Me
05:28
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We were just kids then
It's funny isn't it?
Throughout it all I held on to you,
I wanted to save you.
We were just kids when
You were blades and storms then
And not once did I think bad of it
I'd always cherish it.
I never thought that I would see
The savior here was you not me.
You found me.
I died, and you didn't back down
Still believing I could be found.
Well, You found me.
We were just kids when
I took you in.
Not once did I imagine
What could have happened
We can't be kids, then.
But I imagine
The universe is safe and
I'm in your arms and...
You found me.
I never thought that I would see
The savior here was you not me.
You found me.
I died, and you didn't back down
Still believing I could be found
Well, You found me.
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Kasey Apollo
Kasey Apollo is a multiinstrumentalist and producer from USA focusing on heavier music.
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